How I let fear hold me back.
Intense. The Last 3 blog posts here at Set Apart Heart have been a little bit intense. Honesty, I struggled with whether or not to even write them, much less share them with you.
After interacting with those who left comments on all the previous posts, and listening to the things that were on your mind, I’m actually really glad that I did. Sharing what’s real and authentic in life brings us all closer together as a community, and allows the presence of Yah to keep moving through us all.
If you’re just joining in on the ongoing conversation we’ve been having at Set Apart Heart, let me quickly recap for you before moving forward. First, we talked about Yah’s Purpose and Plan for your life. We talked about the big picture ideas that stemmed from Jeremiah 29:11, and Isaiah 43:10. In light of the fact that we are Yah’s witnessess and His servants whom He has chosen, we also touched lightly on reconnecting with your spiritual gifts, and what you might want to spend more time doing in life.
After discussing the big picture, we focused in on some of your struggles. The things that were holding you back and getting in the way of your healing, so that you could move closer to embracing your purpose in life. We concluded that understanding the things you don’t want in your life can often help you to get more clarity and redefine the things that you actually do want. Reading James 1:12 helped us to remember that our struggles are only for a time, and that if we press forward and endure, there will be a reward.
Then finally we discussed the little things that could be holding us back. The subconscious thoughts and the negative self talk that we may not even notice is having an affect our emotions and the decisions that we make. We touched briefly on renewing our minds so that we can move forward, and some of us made personal commitments to ourselves about wanting to make a change. We read Romans 12:2:
“And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you prove what is that good and well-pleasing and perfect desire of Elohim.”
So now what?
You want to make a change. But how? Where do you begin?
We are spiritual beings, so let’s begin with spiritual things. Moving forward with intention and purpose in life is deeply connected to the connection we have with our Creator. Yahuah is in control of our lives, and as chaotic as things may seem in the world around us, the more we submit to the will of Yah, the more things will re-allign, and the easier it will be for us to hear His direction so that we can know what steps to take in order to move forward.
[PERSONAL STORY]
Earlier this week, on Tuesday night, I was awake for most of the night. Rarely does that ever happen to me anymore – and this time it was different. In the past I’ve struggled with sleeping peacefully, but on Tuesday night, strangely enough – being awake was a really good thing. Yahuah was working with me. He was filling me and directing me clearly on how to make my next steps with music. You see, all my life I’ve been holding back from fully walking in my purpose. You may be surprised to hear that from someone who has been releasing Set Apart Music since 2014, and shared so much content on youtube. But it’s true, I’ve been holding back. A lot. And regardless of the singing and songwriting Yah’s given me the grace to do in the past, the truth is there is so much more music and motivation that Yah wants me to share.
I struggle with perfectionism – big time. I always want everything to be exactly right. I say I want to do the will of Yah, but I get distracted and make up a lot of excuses. Anyone else ever been there? I often let “life” get in the way of me doing the things I really need to do. I say things like “I’m too busy with this” or “I’m too tired because of that” or “I just don’t feel like it right now.” I have to have the exact perfect conditions in order to be creative. But the reality is this: Those excuses are a symptom of a MUCH deeper problem. And Praise Yah, this week that became very clear to me.
Standing in between ourselves and the desire to submit to Yah’s will, we often find this little tiny thing called fear. This tiny thing called fear can make a big huge impact. It can be disguised as a whole number of other excuses like the ones I shared in my personal story.
A wise person once told me that FEAR is actually False Evidence Appearing Real. We know the spirit of fear is not from Yah. At the root of it all, if we can allow the Spirit of Yah to help us look at our excuses for what they really are, more often than not – what we will find is fear.
Fear of failure… Fear of judgment… Fear of excellence…. Fear of being filled with pride, which we KNOW goes before the fall. (Prov 16:18) Fear is what’s holding us back from healing, from our purpose, from giving and recieving love… Fear holds us back from living our true authentic lives.
I want you to take a look at your life, and ask yourself this question:
- What am I really afraid of?
- What do I really have to lose?
- What do I actually have to gain?
- If fear were not in my way, what would I do today?
If on some level, you know you need to make a change, and some shifts need to happen in your life – perhaps examining your heart on a deeper level with the questions above would be a good place to start. Look inside and ask Yah to show you what fears are lying around in disguise at the root of your struggles and pain.
If this concept resonates with you, and you’re ready to move forward, I want you to leave a comment and say “I’m ready to let go of fear.”
You don’t have to type anything else.
Just write, “I’m ready to let go of fear.”
And throughout this week, be intentional about making space to hear what Yahuah is asking you to do in your life. Even if it’s in the middle of the night. When you wake up in the morning you can say to your Abba…
“Yah, what do you want me to do today?”
“Who do you want me to connect with?”
“What do you want me to say?”
Remember – You are here for a reason. Your life has a purpose, and the healing that will flow when you choose to let go of fear will guide you to the place Yah wants you to be.
I love you, and I’m praying for you, and I know you’re praying for me. I can’t wait to share the new music Yah’s given me with you… so you might get a surprise next week if it’s ready 😉 Let’s keep on growing together in the truth of Yahuah. For Yah has not given us a spirit of fear. But of power, of love, and a sound mind.
‘For Elohim has not given us a spirit of cowardice, but of power and of love and of self-control. So do not be ashamed of the witness of our Master, nor of me His prisoner, but suffer hardship with me for the Good News according to the power of Elohim, who has saved us and called us with a set-apart calling, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and favour which was given to us in Messiah יהושע before times of old,’
Timotiyos Bĕt (2 Timothy) 1:7-9
Now go ahead and leave that comment. If you’re ready to let go of fear – say so. Do it for yourself, and do it for the kingdom. We need you. Let’s keep moving forward together.
I’ll see you in the comments below. Let the healing flow.
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Hi there, I’m Hadarah Batyah. I sincerely believe that in order to have a spiritual walk that is authentic and true, the Word of Yahuah must be written on the inside of our hearts. That's why I write scripture songs and set apart music. Although I don’t have everything in my spiritual life all figured out, I know that Yahuah gave me the gift of music to serve Him and encourage your heart. I pray you'll be inspired by what you see on this blog. If you're curious and wanna know more- I tell it all on the
I’m ready to let go of fear . 😌❤️
Praise Yahuah – Nancy it’s good to see you! You’ll be in my prayers. Sending Love.
Shalom talmid, it’s truly wonderful getting these encouraging words, Hadarah. I have been asking Abba Father for directions, but he’s not given me no response.
I truly want to return back to the place of my birth but, I have been Rob by family or those who ha’Shatan use to steal from me. I no age is limitless with Abba Father, I am trying to become obedient to Abba Father’s will.
I try to listen to you songs And also HalleluYah on utube but, I am not at a place where it’s constant. But going home in the wilderness is much easier for me since learning his truth.
Sometimes I find it hard to pray but I read His words.
Let’s keep encourage each other.🦋🌹🌿♥️
Don’t stop reading His Word Sister Rose. May Ab Yahuah’s will be done in your life!
I’m ready to let go of fear!!
Love it!! Praise Yah – you’ll be on my heart and mind tonight Oyin.
I’m ready to let go of fear.
HalaluYAH. Always good to see you Kim… Let’s keep on pressing forward together in Him (BIG HUGS)
Shalum Sis! Returning (BIG HUGS) to you!💞🌹
I’m ready to let go of fear!!!!!!
Yes!!! I can feel your enthusiasm Omono – Yah bless you abundantly as you let the fear go!!
You are very correct we were not given the spirit of fear. We must meditate on his word for in those times of fear we can draw on them to overcome fear. We must trust with our whole heart and lean not to the understanding of it. Let fear know you trust in YAH. He will guard you in perfect peace because you trust in him. Shalawam.
Yes – I agree with you Kelvin! All praise be to Yahuah Most High. His word is SO TRUE. Let’s keep trusting in HIM.
I’m ready to let go of fear.
Praise Yahuah. Alisheba, keep on looking up!
A very inspirational article. Thank you. You are doing good works
All praise to Yahuah Most High… Yah bless you Trev. Feel free to share the post with a friend who might need it.
I’m ready to let go of fear.
Yah be praised 💛 May you be blessed in a special way tonight, Constance.
I am ready to let go of fear!
Yah is good. Glad to see you here tonight Susanne – Yah bless you!
I’m ready to let go of fear!
Le’ah! This is wonderful. Yah bless you. Keep looking up and don’t look back. (Big Hugs)
Have no fear – perfect love casts out fear –
1Jn 4:18 There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear, because fear holds punishment, and he who fears has not been made perfect in love.
1Ti 2:4 who desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth.
2Pe 3:9 יהוה is not slow in regard to the promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward us, not wishing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance.
Seek Truth, Be Harmless, Speak Love – Ray Smith
Love it. Thanks for shairing Ray!! Yah’s Word is True!!
I’m ready to let go of fear! I’m inspired by your music..Looking forward to more!
Erika, it’s really great to see you here 💛 and praise Yah – I’m really glad you’re looking forward to more music. I pray it continues to be an inspiration for you! Yah bless you in a special way tonight sis.
I am ready to let go of fear. Oh Abba Father, how I struggle!
I hear you Veronica! The struggle is real for us all… just be kind to yourself and trust the process Yahuah has given us in His word, every time fear comes up, we have to take our thoughts captive. 2 Corinthians 10:4-6. That means we have to notice our thoughts, take control of them, and make a shift toward the truth in Yah’s word. You’re not alone sis. Sending love and peace your way tonight. Yah bless you sis.
I’m ready to let go of fear, I’m so tired to be sad about circumstances of money health and no job. I praise Yahuah cause He has sustained me and helped me out, but I’m still in fear and sadness cause I con have a job to help my hubby. Bills from the hospital keep coming and I feel so bad not to be helping him; I have ask Yahuah for a job but I have to confess I haven’t pushed harder to find one, my health issues don’t let me going out to look for something I can do . I don’t want to be inside an office or a store the whole day but actually I’d love to work forbYahuahs Kingdom but idk how 😞 I don’t even have a congregation around to praise Him, I don’t want to feel trapped anymore, Yah help me!😓 It’s like a vicious circle ! Please ABBA I need you! Todah Hadarah💞 writing this I’m so 💔😓, I just got a bill from the hospital $2600 cause I was taken to ER for possible stroke, but praise Yah I’m ok, results came up negative. However, I feel very sad and in fear. I don’t know what to do. I can’t do heavy dutie jobs for I have a back surgery . Any sugestións of how can I get out of this situation. Much ahavah achuty, thanks for this beautiful blog ♥️ Shabbat Shalum 🌸
Shabbat Shalum Nancy. You will definitely be in my prayers sis! I’m glad you’re still holding on to your health. $2600 seems like a lot for us, but for Yah? Nothing is impossible (Matthew 19:26). I pray that Yahuah brings calmness to your spirit as you press in to seek His direction on what to do. Deuteronomy 8:18 says it is Yah who gives us the power to get wealth – so press in hard to him and don’t let go until He shows you what to do next. Don’t give up – look up. Talk to Abba about the skills he has already blessed you with, and He WILL make a way in the wilderness. (Isaiah 43:19) Trust in Him!!
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Praise Yah. Jesse, I pray Yah will bless you tonight as you trust in Him!
I am ready to let go of fear.
YaH is faithful.
HalleluYaH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes Tanya – He surely is 🙂 All praise to Yahuah Most High!!!! No more fear!!!! We’ll be praying for you (BIG HUGS)
This message came at the right time! I will be meditating this Shabbat and asking YAHUAH to grant me overcoming from the things that are holding me back from living my potential in His will.
Thank you very much for inspiring me!
Adele, my sister! Praise Yahuah… yes you shall overcome. We are more than conqueror (Romans 8) So glad this came on time my sister. Praying for you – Yah bless you bless you bless you💛 🤗💛
I am ready to let go of fear and worry. I am trusting in Yah for healing and for the future children. I will cast my fear and worry on Him and trust what He has in store for me and my husband. I know He has alot planned for my Husband and I. I hold onto Deuteronomy 7 : 14-15 and I also stand on his promises that He will take care of us. My husband and I are right now seeking and asking for prayer on finding another place since our landlord needs the place we are staying at for his worker. I know Yah has the perfect place for My husband and I to live in for the time he wants us here. I am also trusting on Yah to bring my only child to Him and asking Him to protect my grandbaby too. Yes we all have fear but like Timothy says Yah has not giving us the spirit of fear but of power, love, and of a sound mind. MANY many blessings Hadarah.
I am ready to let go of fear .
Deborah – Praise Yahuah. Keep trusting in Him! Yah bless you sis!
Amelia, it’s good to see you again! Yah bless you too!! May you be bless to overflowing and may Yah provide for every single one of your needs. Stay in prayer, keep looking up as you walk in faith and belief! He will make a way!! (Isaiah 43:19)
I’am Ready To let go of Fear
Praise Yah – Jeremy I’m glad to hear that! Yah bless you achi.
I am ready to let go of fear
All praise to Yahuah – I pray that Yah is with you Ruth!
I’m ready to let go of fear
Glad to hear it Oriana! Yahuah be praised.
I’m ready to let go of fear
Halaluyah – May Yahuah lead and guide you as you trust in Him 🙂
I’m ready to let go of fear!
Yah be praised! I’m so happy for you Amanda 😌
I am ready to let go of fear! Hallelu-Yah! As I reflected on your last posts this week I knew that it was perfectionism getting in my way…I will be using this blog post to try and move through the clutter of my inner world…it’s hard to have patience and let Yah work in His timing. Thank-you again Hadarah for being faithful to The Most High..Your light is shinning so bright for Him 🙂
Yahuah is so good – I’m so glad He’s moving. Yes let’s keep trusting in Him, listening to His voice, and following His lead. You’ll be in my prayers Calora! Let’s all keep shining for Him!
I am ready to let go of fear and embrace what YAHUAH has in store for me. I am tired of living in fear.
Todah rabah achoti for sharing and your words of encouragement.
Peace and blessings,
Tzuri
Praise Yahuah Tzuri- He knows exactly how tired you feel… It’s time to let go… hold on tight to His Word and remember His promises are true. Look up and don’t look back. Sending love and prayers your way 😌
I am ready to let go of so many things, starting with fear. Please help me Yahuah… I can’t do it without you…
Praise Yahuah… He’s with you… let Him lead and guide you all the way. When the fear tries to come back you just keep letting go, over and over again. Just keep letting go of the fear and let The Word of Yah stand up in its place. 💛💛💛
I’m ready to let go of fear! HalaluYAHUAH!!!!!!!
HalaluYahuah indeed!!!! All praise to Yahuah Most High. Keep looking up Mitchell!!!!
I’m ready to let go of fear.
Praise Yah – Really glad to hear this Helena. May Yah lead and guide you all the way! (Big Hugs)
I am ready to let go of fear! Halleluyah!
Praise Yahuah – Keep on looking up Jasmine!
I am ready to let go of fear!
HalaluYah… Yah bless you Chawah!
I am definitely ready to let go of fear…
Shalom
Yah bless you Fumi!! Glad to hear it 😌
I am ready to let go of fear
Praise Yahuah… Sending love to you Dytsah!
Please pray with me to let go of fear.
Menorah, I ask Yahuah to give all of us strength and excitement to walk in our calling. We must desire to please our Father. You can do it sis! I love you!
I’m ready to let go of fear!
Im soooo ready to let go of fear. !! I have a lot of work to do for Yahuah I can feel it in my bones !!!
I am ready to let go of fear! Thank you Hadara for taking the time out to connect with us in the spirit of Psalms 51. Yahuah bless and keep you; Yahuah makes his face shine upon you and give you peace……never stop encouraging us, it goes a far way!….Halleluayah!
Glad to hear it! May Yah continue to bless and keep you in His hands.
I AM READY TO LET GO OF FEAR!! The Most High has orchestrated my life to bring me to such a time as this…I am in a time in my life when fear keeps slipping in, but I KNOW that Yah is in control and has a plan for my life that I can’t see right now…
Im READY to let go of fear in the name of YAHUSHA HAMASHIACH!