Are we becoming more focused on Hebrew language and identity than we are on actually walking out the Word of Yahuah? Let’s refocus on the Covenant of Love.
My heart is heavy. And I can’t pretend like it’s not. I feel like we are loosing focus in the Hebrew community at large. I left Christianity in 2013 because I felt like something was missing. I felt like, as a community, Christians were just pretending. Saying they believed in the Bible, but ignoring large portions of scripture and living in ways that didn’t line up with the word. I was really uncomfortable with that.
I wanted to follow Yahuah – in Spirit and in Truth – and to set myself apart from people who were comfortable living a lie. I wanted my life, and not just my lips to be in line with the Word of Yah, and to surround myself with people who believed the same way.
“But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, decieving your own selves.”
James 1:22
As the Hebrew community grows, it seems like people are more focused on the Hebrew language and Hebrew identity, than they are in actually walking out the word of Yahuah. This saddens me – so much. What happened to authenticity? What happened to openness and transparency? What happened to the covenant of love? As a people, did we find ourselves in the mess we are in today because we failed to speak Hebrew perfectly? Were we thrown into captivity because we didn’t know about our Hebrew DNA? Or were we being chastened by our Abba Yah because we failed to follow His ways?
If you’ve been following this blog since the beginning, you’ve probably noticed that I’ve really slowed down with posting over the years. And it’s honestly because I myself get discouraged too. I often need time out to re-focus on the things that matter most, and I simply refuse to pretend that I don’t. I know that I’m not perfect, but I want to be. I want to be made perfect in Yahuah. And I’m sure that you do too.
“Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.”
Matthew 5:48 KJV
When I see the direction that some of our people are going in, I get discouraged. Is this Hebrew walk just a game where we wear tassels and fringes and say shalom? Do we cover our heads, memorize the Aleph Bet, and somehow forget to live by the commandments of Elohim? Are we so prideful that we can’t admit when we do wrong? Or are we just becoming content with saying one thing but yet doing another?
No matter how much scripture reading and prayer I do, I still go through phases where there is a disconnect spiritually, and it’s probably because we are designed to be in community. I know I’m not the only one who feels this way. Leave a comment below if there are times when you feel low, or disconnected spiritally too.
But I’d rather walk alone than walk with those who choose to love lies. And in spite of it all, I will never stop believing in the word of Yahuah. I know that Yah’s word is true. And regardless of the mess that is going on in the world and in the community around us, we must keep our eyes fixed on Yah and in His word.
“Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of Elohim, what is good and acceptable and perfect.”
Romans 12:2
I thank Yah for my husband because marriage reminds me soooo much of my relationship with Abba Yah. And when I feel distant from Yahuah, I know it won’t always be this way. Right now, because of immigration, my husband and I are still in two different countries. And 
even though we talk several times a day – every single day, it’s still REALLY really hard to be apart. We spent Passover together, which was wonderful, and we will have Summer vacation together soon, but in between, we have to deal with the challenges that come along with long distance relationships.
It’s the same thing with Yahuah. Right now, the long distance makes it challenging to feel Him close. But we know He made a promise, and soon He’s coming to take us home. And just like how my husband and I don’t know the exact date when our immigration application will be approved, we also don’t know the day or the hour when Abba Yah will return again. The promises we’ve made to one another are true, but we are still waiting for them to be made completely full. But they will be, because of the covenant of love. Just like the covenant of love Yah has made with His people.
So today I challenge you to get back to the covenant of love. Revist your vows to Yahuah, your very first Love. Refocus on the commandments, the covenant we agreed to guard for Him. Don’t let your religion be all in your head. Let it be written on your heart. Don’t let your knowledge of language and identity puff you up so that you wind up going your own way. Let’s be humble. Be open – be transparent – and walk in the ways of Yahuah.
Below there’s a video with our wedding scriptures, and the vows my husband Eliyah and I exchanged on our wedding day. You’ll hear our government names “Darryl Burton Jr.” and “Rochelle Hanson” in the video, as we profess our love before Yah, our family, and the wedding officiant. I hope this video inspires you to get back to basics, on focus on our covenant with Yahuah!
Leave a comment below if you’re ready to focus more on humbly walking with Yahuah. Let’s get back to basics with Him. Just say, “I’m ready to renew my vows with Yah!”
Let’s encourage one another to grow deeper and stronger in our relationship with Him.
See you in the comments below.
-Hadarah BatYah
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Hi there, I’m Hadarah Batyah. I sincerely believe that in order to have a spiritual walk that is authentic and true, the Word of Yahuah must be written on the inside of our hearts. That's why I write scripture songs and set apart music. Although I don’t have everything in my spiritual life all figured out, I know that Yahuah gave me the gift of music to serve Him and encourage your heart. I pray you'll be inspired by what you see on this blog. If you're curious and wanna know more- I tell it all on the
Such a special day I remember the day I married my love almost 6 years this coming May 13th. Wow marriage is so wonderful if you are married to the one Yahuah wanted you married too. Thanks for showing your special day with me and thanks for the encouragement.
Praise Yahuah! Time flies!! In July it will be a year for us – can’t believe it…. May Yah continue to bless you and yours Amelia! Let’s stay encouraged and keep on looking up!!
Shalum Sis! I agree with all that you’ve written on this blog about refocusing and I’m ready to renew my vows with YAH!!! Beautiful wedding ceremony, thanks for sharing! I love you Sis!💕
Shalum Kim, always great to hear from you! So glad you’re in agreement… let’s keep one another in prayer. Yah bless you sis!! 🙂 <3
Shalom Hadarah,
I loved what you wrote and it couldn’t be more on point with the way I have been feeling and with all that is goin on with Yasheral .Congrats to you and your Ish the wedding was beautiful.I just wanted to thank you for your music me and my children love waking up to good morning Yah ❤️ it definitely helps us start our day off right. I pray you and your Ish can be together soon that definitely is tough.
Thank you Kristen!! Appreciate the encouragement so much. And I’m glad you and your family are enjoying the music! All praise to Yahuah Most High 💕
Congratulations on your union. Its been on my heart for a while now to go back to basics and focus on YAHUAH’s laws, statues and commandments in a way I haven’t before. So this Passover season I reevaluated my life and re-committed to read and study the Word and focus on YAH and not on “the teachers”. Thank you for the reminder Sis. You are a gem. And don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll be growing pepper plants in the US soon. Shalom.
Zakeha your comment made me smile 🙂 Thank you for the encouraging words! Yes i do miss having that little garden lol. I’m so glad you are well that you’ve been focused onYah’s Word. Let’s keep one another in prayer as we seek to follow Him. Shalom shalom – and enjoy the Shabbat – rest in Him 🙂
Your HE💕RT felt Union brought me to happy tears for you both. You both are tide to YHWH for Life and Beyond! Enjoy every moment (s)
Shalom 🦋
Praise Yah! And thank you for the encouragement 🙂 forgive me for the late reply. I pray all is well – Yah bless you, Precious!
First of all congratulations on your marriage and I do pray TMH`s blessings upon you and your husband.
I understand your heart may be heavy due to what you see and and are experiencing in the Spirit. Take this time to use them and bring them to a music message. Your experiences will call others to take heed as to where they are spiritually and make the necessary changes. Might I remind you that the Father specifically called you to be a light to our people. Many of the prophets were saddened by the way that Israel was living and it hurt them also. You are in good company. If I never have the opportunity to say this again I absolutely love your music. My fiancee` who lives in the Philippines is absolutely crazy over your music. She is very glad that I turned her in that direction. Blessings upon you and your husband. Shalom
Praise Yahuah – thank you for the encouraging words! May Yah bless you and your fiancé 😁 and yes I will definitely keep making music for Him. There’s more coming soon. And I won’t stop even though sometimes I question why, I know Yah gave me these gifts for a reason, and it’s for Him. Thank you again for your words this morning. Yah bless you Brother Lawrence – and your wife to be 😌
Such a powerful testimony, truth about the focus, about being pleasing to Yah. I sure can relate. Beautiful wedding video.
Praise Yahuah – I’m glad you can relate, Nessa. Yah bless you on your journey with Him.
Do we really know what the Most High is thinking about the situations we are experiencing and see happening around. His people can become so distracted by what is around them. Yah deserves our attention 24/7. So how does His people live out the precious gift of life He kindly bestowed upon them. Focus on Yah. He will show His people who He is and what He wants them to do.He is, always has been,and always wil be the very essence of Love. HalleluYah !
Yes we need to stay focused on Yah, but if we have eyes to see we cannot help but notice some of what is going on around us as well. That’s why the scripture says “Cry aloud and spare not” in Isaiah 58. I pray that we will be able to live our lives with love and discernment as we all seek to follow Yahuah!! Let’s keep on trusting in Him. May His will be done.
I do appreciate your response, your music, the blog, all that you share for the sake of the kingdom. I am always open to correction in this new walk. Please forgive me. Being overwhelmed with the reality of my own past transgressions, and present short comings. I am still at the place where ha’ Mashiach instructs in Mattiyahu 7:1-5. I have yet to reach the level of the prophet Isaiah. Yes, let’s keep trusting in Him. Many blessings to you as we all continue to grow in the grace and knowledge of our Saviour ha’Mashiah.
I understand what you’re saying 💕 Yah bless us all as we continue to grow in Him 😌
Thanks sis for sharing and be encouraged TMH is in control and I most definitely understand being alone in this walk, but TMH will attach you to people that are truly walking in Torah and loves TMH. I loved the video of your wedding and pray my husband and I can renew our vows in the truth. Stay blessed and keep the beautiful music coming I love it.
All praise to Yahuah Most High! Yah bless you Rita. And yes, there’s more music coming soon 😌💕 Yahuah’s will be done.
Wow, such a powerful message and also beautiful video Sis… May Our Father YAHUAH bless and reign over your union forever…yes its really hard and really lonely at times in this walk of truth, especially me when I sometimes tend to look back how many friends and family I have left behind in the church…some friends even won’t listen to me as though I become their enemy but one thing is I can never go back…after having come to truth of many lies in the church system yet the church strongly believes everything no matter how much you try to make them. This makes me always certain of the Word that yes It’s YAHUAH causing them strong delusions because their hearts are so adamant to listen to Him… My prayer always is that Abba would have mercy on Us all especially my love ones in the Church and also strength for us, to endure till end and never give up in trying to stay pure in truth till He comes back again for Us all. I Wish everyone Shalom and blessing of the Most High.
Yes Nana, shalom and blessings to you too. May Yah have mercy on us all!!
This is so heavy on my heart as well, it appears the world is walking blindly. Everything you said resonated what how I am feeling right now. I am going to continue to seek Yah, throughout the day to stay focused. There is a season for all things, and this is truly the season to stay focused on the truth and not traditions. Yes, we make a covenant with TMH, and we must seek His truth and ways. Unfortunately, everyone does not see the light as clearly as they should.
Love your vows and how they express your commitment and love for each other. May you two get the necessary papers to finalize your love. I could not watch the whole video, tears begin to flow. This is a blessing to see that love still exist, and love is real if you put the Father first !
Praise Yahuah!! May His will and His alone be done. I appreciate your encouragement, and I pray that Yah’s love, peace, and blessings fall on you today Sonya. Be strengthened right where you are as you seek to focus on Him💕
HaleluYah. Yahuah is love and he truly is my everything. He desires to be our first love and deserves our obedience. When we go through trials and tribulations he is still there. As James 1:2-4 says… Taking joy in our trials for the testing of our faith produces endurance, let endurance have its full effect so we may be mature, complete, lacking nothing. I’m ready to renew my vows… I love you my sister. I’m very thankful for the gift Yahuah has given you. I listen and love all your albums. I hope you and your husband stay encourage. This is an excellent way to look at your current situation. Thank you for this post. Much needed during times like these. Shalom!
Your message today rings so true for me. I really need to focus on YAHUAH love for me and to display this love to others around me. Your words have given me encouragement. Thank you for sharing your wedding video with us. Very beautiful. I pray that you both will be together everyday very soon. YAHUAH be praised
Leonie, thank you for the prayers!! I’m so glad the message rings true for you as well. Yes, let’s stay focused on Yah’s love and keep one another in prayer. May He fill your cup to overflowing as you seek to share His truth in love to those who are around you. All praise to Yahuah Most High!!
Thank you for sharing that scripture and those encouraging words Celena. Yah bless you as focus on what matters most and renew your vows with Him!!
“12And when Gallion was procounsul of Akaia, the Yahudim with one mind rose up against Paul and brought him to the judgement seat, 13saying, “This one does seduce men to worship Alahim contrary to the Turah.” 14And as Paul was about to open his mouth, Gallion said to the Yahudim, If it were a matter of wrongdoing or wicked recklessness, Yahudim, there would be reason why I should bear with you. 15But if it is question of words and names and a law which is among you, see it to yourselves, for I do not wish to be a judge of these things.” Acts 18:12-15 “6Also the sons of the foreigner who join themselves to YHUH, to serve Him, and to love the Name of YHUH, to be His servants, all who guard the Shabath, and not profane it, and hold fast to My Covenant – 7them I shall bring to My qodesh mountain, and let them rejoice in My house of prayer. Their burnt offerings and their slaughterings are accepted on My altar, for My house is called a house of prayer for all the peoples.” YASHSAYAHU – ISAIAH 56:6, 7 All esteem to YHUH through Master Yahusha The Mashiak of Alahim.
That’s right- a house of prayer for all people. Yahuah’s will be done. Let’s continue to seek Him first and follow His ways!
Congratulations for your wedding’s woes !
You’ve juste expressed in a so accurate manner the way i’m feeling wright now meaning focus on The Lord of the spirits/Book of Henoch ! Blessed is TMH
Yah bless you Marie-Hélène 💕
Beautiful post Achoti.. as well as truthfully said .. may all the mashpacha grow in this truth, that it would awaken our spirits & push us to go forward reaching & sharing this truth with our people.. Shalawam
Praise Yahuah – yes let’s continue to grow in truth!
Thankyou for sharing your special moments, you look a lovely couple, may Yah be praised, and bless your marriage always.
Like you Hadarah, I have to keep praying that Yah will keep me close, and I long to absolutely recognise and heed his “voice”. However ,when I look back and recall all the events in life, that I and my loved ones have been brought through, I feel such love and gratitude. So much evidence of divine presence and protection throughout. Praise be to our heavenly father. Thanks for being so honest and open, it was your post ‘Why I no longer consider myself a Christian’ that resonated on so many points with my journey that first grabbed my attention, and I also appreciate the work and effort you put in to help and inspire others in Yah’s ways.Shalom to you both. with best wishes always.
Shalom Marcus. May Yah continue to keep us strong in His Truth! Let’s pray He gives us strength to endure till the end!!
Hi Hadarah, first thank u for providing a place to share and exchange in an edifying spirit.
I hear you for real, it can be discouraging and even frustrating when we deal with these type of challenges within our community. I would like to say two things: One is that none of us have it all figured out and I think we would benefit from going more towards a discussion forum vs lecture forum in our gatherings. At least some times because we can start to put another person’s judgement and understanding in a place where we should be developing our own. And it puts them in a position that often encourages self righteousness if one is not aware of it’s ability to sneak in. Side Note: I grew up identifying as a Hebrew Israelite from birth. We went to a class where there was a main teacher but others often taught periodically from the community without any titles and we had a current events Section and question with discussions. It allowed me to be a critical thinker in the word as a child. The other thing is sometimes people just need time to process things and go through certain experiences to see things a certain way especially about themselves. We can only control ourselves and say I’m going to pause or remove myself or hold space for you until this is resolved if it is necessary as individuals or as a collective. Language and identity are important to be able to live out the law and love of the most high. But it is not a superficial walk I agree. This message is long ,but I really relate to the emotions you are expressing.
Be well.
Praise Yah. I hear you! And I agree with what you said. Yah bless you as you continue to seek His will and walk in His ways.
What a wonderful and humble marriage ceremony…. may Yahuah bless y’all… thank y’all so much for sharing….
Shalom Randy, Yah bless you too!
I too have been sooo budened by the current atrocities in Zion! It appears that there has been trouble among us throughout the community! I believe The Most High is reminding us that we MUST keep our eyes on Him! While the enemy has been been stirring up strife The Most High Yah is exposing the hearts of his children! We are all being tested.
I can totally relate to feelings of isolation! I am not part of a physical community either. The Most High has given me such a thirst for him that the feeling of lonliness usually get’s lost in worship! This is not an easy walk but it is sooo worth it!
Thank you so much for sharing such a precious moment in your life! It was just beauatiful! The Most High has blessed you two with each other! All Praises Unto Him!!
I appreciate you. Be encouraged as you wait. Ahavah Achoti
Toni thank you for the encouraging words!! May Yah bless and lift your burdens as He keeps you in the palm of His hands.
Shalom Hadarah thank you so much for this word of encouragement. It is much needed for our community! I am in total agreement our focus needs to be on our true purpose, being connected to Yahuah and his Torah. We need to focus on how best we can serve him and our fellow man. Most important of all we need to focus on our relationship with him and each other.
Shalom and blessings to you and your Ish
Miriam
Shalom Miriam 😌 May Yah continue to be with you as you seek to follow Him! Thank you for the encouraging words as well 💕 let’s keep looking up!
I’m ready to renew my vow to Yah!!!
Slalom Hadarah, thank you for always so eloquently expressing your thoughts. You speak for so many, who feel the exact same way. I totally agree with you that we need to get back to the basics and return to our first love which is in Yahuah. So stand with you in spirit and in truth to turn back our focus to The Most High.
Thank you again for sharing your special and meaningful moments, they mean more than you know. I will continue to keep hubby and you in prayer as you eagerly wait through the red tape. Continued Blessings to you both. Shalom ve Ahavah always. 💜
Thanks for all the encouragement Yolanda!! Much appreciated. And I’m so glad to hear you’re standing in agreement when it comes to refocusing on the basics and renewing your vows to Yahuah. He’s so good to us. He truly deserves all of the praise. May Yah bless and keep you as you trust in Him!! 💕🤗
I also experience disconnection spiritually at times. It used to be really frustrating but now I am learning that it is part of the journey and I am not the only one who goes through such phases sometimes. Thank you I am inspired to revisit and refocus my vows with the Father through Hamashyach. Shalom
Thank you sister Hadarah! Shalom to you and yours. I agree with you. I have recently been feeling so down and confused. Have a huge decision to make in life – still deciding. I took a few days, rested and now I’m ready to renew my vows with Yah! Nothing in this world will stop me from loving Yahuwah. Your stories inspire me. Please keep me in prayer. I left church to follow Yah and serve Him in Spirit and in truth. So I fellowship myself with Him. I only have the children of Yah like yourself to interact with and that is online. Keep well, love your songs. Shalom
I hear you Sister Pam and I’m glad you’re renewing your vows with Yahuah – let’s continue trusting in Him! May He bring the right people into your life at the time you need it most, online or offline, and may you be encouraged through it all 💕
Shalom my beautiful Sister… First all Praises to our Abba, YAHUAH.. Secondly, congratulations on your covenant. It could not have happened to a more deserving person. I pray that YAH blesses your covenant and remove every boundary that keeps you and your husband apart. I pray that YAH blesses everything that your husband and you put your hands to and enlarge your territory. Even though I and many others have not met you, we feel like we know you in part by your music, by your testimonials, and by your personality which is of YAHUAH. Your music is a blessing as well as inspirational. Let the words flow as you feel.
I too feel at times that YAH is not here with me. At times I feel like I’m a disappointment to Him because I may not be walking as He calls me to walk. I know that YAH said that he would not leave nor forsaken us. I just pray that He has mercy and continues to direct my path. I don’t want to be left behind. I stay encouraged and keeping talking to Him regardless of how I feel. I strive for the high calling and the crown of life.
Shalom Achi YemimaYah, I’m so glad that you’re still pressing on in Yahuah! Don’t look back. He has plans for us all. And thank you for your prayers and encouraging words!! May Yah continue to bless you and your family as you trust in Him 🙂
I’m ready to renew my vows with Yah. Feeling so distant from Him lately & lost. Praying for better times ahead.
Better days are coming sis 😌 You’re not alone. Yah is with us through it all. I’m so glad you’re ready to refocus and renew. Me too 💕
Aw Thank you for this encouragement sis. I appreciate it. Aw tat good for you❤️
*aw yay
Yes a lot has transpired sense this new walk… I have lost friends and family to talk to very lonely walk,but I will not quite.
That’s right – don’t quit Rick. Stay under the shadow of His wings. Keep your faith in Yahuah 😌 He will never leave you nor forsake you. Trust in Him.
Shalom sister Hadarah! Every word expressed what I haven’t been able to properly say for a WHILE now. I’m ready to renew my vows with Yahuah, I’ve BEEN ready! I just get so discouraged at times, and I believe it’s just like you said. We’re suppose to be a community, but we’re not, we’re separate. I just long to be alongside folks walking in spirit and truth, loving Abba and his word.
This resonates with me so much. I recently came in to truth about who I am. I thought it would be easy but it was so much more confusing. I have been reading scriptures and have joined an assembly only to find out that they were hypocrites and failed to see their flaws while persecuting others. I left that assembly but now I am on my own. My husband keeps begging me to go back to church but Christians do not acknowledge the Shabbath and they also celebrate all the pagan holidays and see nothing wrong with it. The whole world is under as strong delusion. Im feeling overwhelmed.
This resonates with me so much. I recently came in to truth about who I am. I thought it would be easy but it was so much more confusing. I have been reading scriptures and have joined an assembly only to find out that they were hypocrites and failed to see their flaws while persecuting others. I left that assembly but now I am on my own. My husband keeps begging me to go back to church but Christians do not acknowledge the Sabbath and they also celebrate all the pagan holidays and see nothing wrong with it. The whole world is under as strong delusion. Im feeling overwhelmed
Shalom Allysha, I’m really sorry to hear about your experience with that assembly. I know it’s not easy to find a group of likeminded believers who are truly humble and ready to have real community where iron sharpens iron. We’ve all gone through phases of being on your own. You’re welcome to reach out via email any time! Just use the contact page here on the blog, or write to hadarahbatyah@gmail.com Stay encouraged and don’t look back. Yah is with you, you’re never alone.
I’m ready to renew my vows with Yahuah! All Esteem to Him! And congratulations on your marriage, may you continue to be blessed!